Monday, February 21, 2005

Revelations

I have underestimated myself for many years. It took a history exam this morning to prove it. Quite frankly, it was one of the easiest exams I have ever taken in my life. I don't even know why I studied for it. I was surrounded by other students who were certain that they had failed the test. As for me? Inside I was laughing at them.

In high school I graduated with a 3.5 approximate GPA. I never tried, never did homework, and never studied. I used to mark wrong answers down on my exams just so that I wouldn't be labeled the "Straight A Student". Sometimes I would get to class and realize that I had an exam and not even have read the material. I would still get good grades.

I started college at GCC while I was working 55 hours a week and taking 18 credits per semester. I graduated with a 3.9 GPA by barely lifting a finger. Some of the textbooks I didn't even open. I assumed that GCC classes were just too easy and that everyone did that well.

Then I moved to Marquette and began attending NMU. Along with this came excessive consumption of alcohol. I was drunk 5 nights out of 7. Still I managed to keep good grades, though slightly lower due to me missing too many classes to nurse raging hangovers. I felt dumb for not being able to do as well as I was used to so I figured that here at NMU the classes WERE harder.

Hmmppphhh...if only I would have realized then what I know now. The only reason I wasn't getting straight A's in all of my NMU classes was because I drank too much. This is the first "sober" semester of college for me up here. These classes are fucking simple. The History exam I just took made me want to laugh. It's plain ridiculous how easy this stuff is. The business classes are the only classes here that keep me a bit entertained and wanting to try harder. Though if I wouldn't have drank as much back in the day, those would have been a breeze, also.

Go figure, huh? It's really quite pathetic that I realize this during my last semester of college. Getting this challenging job is exactly what I need right now. I need to make the most of this brain that I have. It really does seem to work quite well.

COMMENTS

Blogger Jaime said...

Why am I getting WORSE grades now that I'm not drinking??? This doesn't seem to be fair!!!!!! Apparently they need a quarter night down here. Or a 100 colone night. Or something. Yeah.

4:16 PM
  Blogger Jules said...

Haha, yes they do then!! Can you even imagine how much beer you could get down there with all the quarters we spent on beer on quarter night?

7:18 PM